My Winter

It's the first white snow in my soul.
It's winter in my heart.
And my mind looks like a deep bowl
That keeps silence and is smart.

And my voice was so brisk
And my fingers were so warm.
Now, you can be in the risk
Make me a good turn.

I'm a twin of the wind and sky.
I'm a queen of memories.
And you want to ask me:"Why?"
And I'll answered:" A masterpiece!"

When I was a little girl,
When I didn't know
How to love,and how to learn
And my soul is covered with snow.

This is a very big heart's pain
When you love,but you can't say
That he always lives in your brain
And you see him everywhere.

Why?Why my first love
Was so cruel and without the sun?
Why?Suddenly like a white dove
It flies away?May be it was fun?

I want to be like a clouds,
Like the snow flying in the sky.
I want to forget these sounds
And I only want to cry!

I get into the habit of doing it.
I want to stop,I want to think
It's not for me to decide
If you want to live beside.

I want to pray for forgiveness
I know that I lose success
Now,I mast go to the side.
Where it's for me to decide.

My life stretches for a mile
On the snow,like a bottle of wine.
I lose control.I grow pale
And I fall down onto the life-rail!

I can't forget your voice and smile.
I wan't to think about you.
I can't forget your warm style.
Sometimes I think,that I still loving you.

It's the first white snow in my soul.
It's winter in my heart.
And my mind looks like a deep bowl
That keeps silence and is smart.


Шпакова, 10.12.2007г