She Lied

She Lied

She lied that she would stay alive
And soon she would become my Wife
And I believed her honeyed Lie
Until I’ve heard her final Sigh
The Future promised to be fine
She swore to be forever mine
But her incurable Disease
Has broken all my Fantasies
I knew that my immortal Heart
Would die the Day we fall apart
And now I’m dead since that cursed Day
When Death has taken her away
The hateful Wall of stable Glass
Eternally will sever us
My Judgment is the endless Life
And only Pain might be my Wife
Existence turned to hard Distress
The Torment I can not suppress
And there’s no Way to end this Grief
Because I’m sentenced to live
Oh Satan Take me to the Hell
Where only cursed Creatures dwell
I can not overcome this Pain
And look at Life with keen Disdain
Or Help me to reanimate
My lost forever lovely Maid
For paying back I’ll do my best
Give me her back or Give me Rest!

(2004)