The Punishment for Crime. Murder Poem

The Punishment for Crime
Murder Poem

In monstrous Nightmares she appears
To renovate my deepest Fears
I feel her here she’s still alive
The Victim of my brutal Crime

She persecutes me every Moment
She embodies my darkest Horrors
I see her standing at my Bed
I know she wants to make me mad

I see again her bleeding Body
The Grass and Flowers are all bloody
The midnight Moon and distant Stars
Light up her Face with monstrous Scars

I watch her Agony with Fear
My Punishment is always here
It’s looking by her angry Eyes
She’s still with me and she still dies

And now I also see her dying
Since that cursed Day I’m always crying
She wants to avenge me for Life
That she has lost ‘cause of my Knife

Assassination of the Human…
I’ve killed for Fun the fresh young Woman
I’ve committed the greatest Sin
I am the monstrous Assassin

And I will live with Guilt forever
I’ll never free from Chains of Ravel
The only possible Exit
Is total ceasing to exist

The Justice celebrates its winning
The Repentance sees its beginning
It will be like in ancient Times
The deadly Punishment for Crimes

The Might of Murder’s an Illusion
I hate my fateful big Delusion
I will escape this endless Night
My Salvage’s only Suicide

(2004)