The Knife of Madness. Suicide Poem

The Knife of Madness
Suicide Poem

This Night I see you again
You hold a Knife in your Hand
Your Eyes are deep as Water
You cut my Skin by the Knife
You want to take my dark Life
And I can’t ever stop it

But you don’t kill me today
You’ll never kill me this Way
Because it’s not your Duty
The World will kill me himself
He’s killing me Step by Step
But I enjoy your Beauty


You come to me every Night
You take away my dark Mind
And I enjoy this Pleasure
But when the Sunrays appear
I see that you are not here
You take away your Treasure

You Treasure is your big Knife
You leave me here to survive
To cry about your Darkness
And I turn out all the Light
And wait for you every Night
In deepest Grief and Silence

But you appeared this Night
And told me “I wanna die
Because my Pain is endless”
You cut your Vein by your Knife
It was the End of your Life
And now you’re lying breathless

I look at your bleeding Vein
And hold your Knife in my Hand
And still enjoy your Beauty
But I’ve got something to do
I wanna die now with you
I have to make my Duty

Oh Baby you are so fine
And I want to make you mine
Your Skin is white and bloody
You are so nice when you sleep
The Knife that cut you so deep
Will die inside my Body

So we are happy and dead
But Reader why are you sad?
Can you explain your Sadness?
But I still see her white Face
She’s standing now at this Place
And holding Knife of Madness

This painful Story has gone
The World lights up by the Sun
And happy Birds are flying
But every long painful Night
Someone commits Suicide
And now someone is dying

(2004)