The Ladybird in my palm

               
They told me that I’m sick, convinced of I’m mad
They instiled twenty drip trays to save my soul
I’ve forgotten all that I loved, forgotten all that I had,
Forgotten all that I’ve lost and forgotten all my roles


I can see this world through the two meter walls
You can ask me how I manage. I answer: because of my pills
I can imagine desert, seas, woods or a waterfall
Hey, do you want to know something about how it feels??

And that was the ladybird in my palm
And that all what it was
Suddenly she ran through my fingers and I felt calm
Everybody wants to be loved time after time
This little piece of happiness, give it to me because it was mine!
Because it was mine!


They say the people with whom do I talk
Exist only in my imagination
I’m not like the others and that’s why I’m locked
And my diagnosis is alienation


That’s what I’m told. That’s all I don’t want to know
Tear out my heart or let me jump down from the roof
Everybody says: yes! Because they’re scared to say: no!
I don`t want the lies!! I don`t want the lies!! I don`t want the truth!!


And that was the ladybird in my palm
And that all what it was
Suddenly she ran through my fingers and I felt calm
Everybody wants to be loved time after time
This little piece of happiness, give it to me because it was mine!
Because it was mine!


What should I do to myself?
 Shut my mouth and wait for the marvel?
Cannot recover my health
Should I call my dad or my mother?


Don’t remember childhood, don’t remember youth…
Don’t remember friends, don’t remember lovers….
Can’t find reminiscence in the information booth
Leave me alone! I keep my sanity under cover


And that was the ladybird in my palm
And that all what it was
Suddenly she ran through my fingers and I felt calm
Everybody wants to be loved time after time
This little piece of happiness, give it to me because it was mine!
Because it was mine!