Rotten world

I feel myself the real troublemaker,
And everything around me is rotten,
I know that my existing in such world
Immediately would be forgotten.

And it’s beyond my power and my mind,
To stop my own ruining and fall,
I know for sure, in this life
I never could achieve my goal.

My soul and body separated,
And heart was left, at least, along,
My life for me is very complicated,
I have no power even for a groan.

And nobody will notice sufferings,
My pains and cries in hands of Death
To die in silent isolation, -
- Is only my existing path.
                2003


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