Egoist

You can be mad when fall in love
You can be sad when find it wrong
You can sometimes to let her go
But can’t at all to clean your mind.
She never tried to make you fine
She never felt that youre her life
She just was dream which you could find.
But anyway she stole your time.
She felt like Queen when was with you
But youre not King for her, it’s true!
You tried to be, did best of yours
But she was Queen & you was false.
For her, for life, for everything.
You was like ghost when she was near.
And everyone looked just on her
And all her mind was full of jeer.
You was like toy and it was clear
But you was blind when she was here
She was your best, she was your pride
And you could give for her your life.
And everything you did for her
It was just little part of world.
She used to it, received all things
And she was fool of brutal flings.
She caused desire, extra dreams,
She was like drugs which you can’t rid
You couldn’t stop this highest speed
You couldn’t find how to resist
You was like charmed & she was fierce
She was an evil and your tears
She was like ruthless, you liked it
Was never kind, looked for profit
And made you sick was very glad
It was for her like happy end!
But it is strange she never thought
You may begin to hate a lot,
Sometimes we love and we are blind
But we have too a changing mind
We can endure but can’t forget
It is the worst that human had!

18.04.09