Somewhere between despair and madness

Somewhere between despair and madness
My heart lies broken in the dirt
I cry again myself to sleep
I feel so empty, cold and hurt

You ripped me up to shreds and pieces
Leaving not a part intact
And made me shoulder all the blame
Though you're the one caught in the act

You left me drained and disillusioned
On the curb of a nameless town
Naive enough just to believe
That you would never tear me down

I clutch, bewildered, at my chest
A scream is dying in its wake
But the pain's just getting worse
With every shallow breath I take

Doubts fill my fragile being
Hot tears form behind my eyes
I clamp my palms over my ears
Drowning out the howling cries

The pain is blindingly insane
Like razors dragging down my back
You'd say again it's not your fault
I guess it has to be my luck

Worn-out, I lay my throbbing head
Onto uncaring concrete shoulder
And from the chill inside my chest
I know it can't get any colder

Into lightheaded hazard bliss
I'm slipping slowly in the night
I finally get to take a break
From this infinite hectic fight