Last Loving Letter

I'm fighting for you in the scariest battle with Time
I don't know I'm winning or losing but it doesn't matter.
I know it will take all my forces and strength to survive -
In case if I'm done I will send you my last loving letter...

To you who was always so caring and loving and sweet
To you who was always the same in the world ever changing -
Confessing I love you, admitting my own defeat -
You see that your love is the last thing to take a revenge on...

Your love that was never abundant and never - enough,
Your love that was always a friend's and, perhaps, even brother's.
May you be ashamed for not being so crazy in love
And maybe some day you will feel it at least for the others...
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And me, in different world,
My body stricken cold,
My heart will still remember you, I promise
Under the other sky
Where you'll be never mine
I still will love you, still will need you
always...