Kill Me No Matter How It Hurts

All the affords of the crowd
To put a mark on my face
Now seem so senseless
I run until the collapse comes here

In the voices of the damned
I hear they say I walk the same path
And I don’t care if you’re here with me or not
Just stand and stare how I fade to dust
 
I lived my life without the sun in my windows
The blind child brought up by cruelty
The freak in the mirror that laughs at me
When I try to explain myself why I’m in this sanity

Dance in the darkness I crave for the soul to reveal me
One day for the rest of my existence
I die in your arms so sold and lonely but I’m feeling
I never met such a tough resistance

So close to me
So scared to confess the weakness
I’m not fallen yet
Kill me now I deserve it
Kill me no matter how it hurts

Now when I came to the middle of my way
Can I finally wait?
For the rest of the world to come after me!!!

My mission’s considered completed
I can say goodbye to you all
I proved the reverse theory of being dead in vain

Dance in the darkness I crave for the soul to reveal me
One day for the rest of my existence
I die in your arms so sold and lonely but I’m feeling
I never met such a tough resistance

So close to me
So scared to confess the weakness
I’m not fallen yet
Kill me now I deserve it
Kill me no matter how it hurts