Angel on duty at my feet

My Sacred friend, My limpid Angel!
You`re not the first and not the last
Should I betray You for the danger?
Would You betray me for my past?

This half of mine is much diminished
This pain is growing day by day
Your precursor just tried to finish
What I just started on my way

Lord! Save this one! He`s weak as others!
My suicide Angel! See Him bleeds
My angels love me more than mother
So they are dieing at my feet

The first one took the sharpest razor
And cut his veins before my eyes
Should I complete it in a phrase…or
Should I inter it in the lies….?

The second one was really daring
He lent his hand and we could fly
But anyway I wasn’t merry
He made decision and he died

The third took poison and his torture
Brought too much pain into my heart
So You may think that I’m a poacher
I love my guardian angels so I’m not

The next one burned his wings and vigour
He couldn’t endure anymore
I`m too dull and insane figure
To meet the new at my front door