Misery Extortion

MISERY EXTORTION

I’ve been feeling so cold during so many hours
Dwelling in the void that you created for me
Couldn’t get the answers to my quest
Couldn’t get some energy to extort my misery
Falling… I’ve been falling
Deaf to your words I didn’t want to hear calling
You never called me the main
And now I’m faced to the pain
I’ve got to recognize the cage that seems familiar to me
 
Do you need time to understand?
What must it mean to me
Frozen in the cold November sand
I’m still standing here

Disconnected to the former things
Blind to the illusions of my past
Feel it climbs my back to make a sting
Challenging my fear to rise from the dust
Falling… I’ve been falling
Shuttered from your sight you dare to see me crawling
You never called be the one
And now I’m spoken and done
Intrusion to my head was obvious but I was innocent to see

Do you need time to understand?
What must it mean to me
Frozen in the cold November sand
I’m still standing here

No speech
No face
Just a reflection your reminiscence
Sickness
Skinless
The core is seen through your dismissing
No future
No hope
Another variant of fairy tale with happy end
Rebuilt
Erased   
And now I’m finally calm