Regardless Leaving

REGARDLESS LEAVING

I lost my conscience my brightness my… everything
I am not sober enough to blame
My intuition prompts I must reject your name
I’m not quite sure that I need you

If you tried to find a place inside my vault
Do you really think I would give up it?
Regards I leave it soon

Summon to your name (it will remind you)
Guilty for your shame (now I don’t mind it)
I draw the line between the now and how we dreamt it
Falling with the leaves
Bagging at your knees
We are even now though you thought it’d never happened

Knife in my muscles and pins in my eyes
Burning my hope to be your savior
Save yourself berate for these alibis
I tried but someone will tell you I don’t have it
 
No indignation, no more resentment
I hear your scream in my denial
Fall into pieces there’s no room for us both
Fare gladness well my bitter smile

Summon to your name (it will remind you)
Guilty for your shame (now I don’t find you)
I draw the line between the now and how we dreamt it
Falling with the leaves
Bagging at your knees
We are even now though you thought it’d never happened

I lost my conscience my brightness my… everything…