Unknown decease

What's untrivial sense
Called "nothing remember"
Like masks are put on at all
What i knew what i felt what i saw

When will have it ended?
I couldn't remind whole again
It is madness without pretending
Things seem new but still remaining the same

What happened with me?what in means?
Is it a soul reload?
Best friends are becoming my enemies
And deep smoke lies down on my road

Fake! fake!
My eyes lies me
like a broken faith
Fake! fake!
My eyes fragile
like a broken faith
and i can trust to noone mate

Unholy scream split memory lapse
What i've got to say
Watching planet collapse
Swopping evening per day

I'm running across universe
To the far foreign land
Wild to myself
And never will stand

I forever will wait
The returning of wise
What's illness oh god?
What's horror demise?

Fake! fake!
My eyes lies me
like a broken faith
Fake! fake!
My eyes fragile
like a broken faith
and i can trust to noone mate

Cool ray of the mind light
Suddenly cut gloom of my own
Can i realise with the fright
Every faces from which i had gone

So why you exist
Oh cruel decease
Infinite for me
But only second had ceased.