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Why all my life I have to say I'm sorry
Or cracking up when I'm just growing up
And why I hate the love I'll glorify in hour
When you leave me without going back sometimes

Why I am rainy when the sun is shining blindly
Or I am shining when it's raining all day long
I know I'm loosing you in stranger's passion fire
But from Monday till Sunday as well I fall in love

Why I survive speaking with a crashing bore
Or drowning in the ocean on my ship of dream
And why this world is turning round faster
When my expensive watch seems standing still

Why all the people say I have no clear future
Or I can't see the happiness into my hands
I don't mind when someone's saying bullshit
What happines for him is notning for me then

Why I always ask the questions with no answers
Or I can't explain what all my life I see
And why my neighbours are always getting strangers
When I just go their home and want they help me

Why I forgot the things I've dreamed about
Or do the work that makes me bored with life
I'll spend one day more sleeping masterplan on
And threw away all dead-end things are spining round