You paint me black and scarlet

My guards are covered in black holes
I'm wearing my heart on a sleeve
Why do you always bring me down?
Why can't I bring myself to leave?

You're my perfect little dream
Turned to nightmare comming true
Though you shot me with no bullets
I still felt them tearing through

The wounds inside of me won't close
My shattered soul will never mend
'Cause you will rub it dipper still
Until my very end

You're the poison that's killing me slowly
In the smouldering heat of the south
Your betrayal, your stupid lies
Left a bitter taste in my mouth

You've burned me bad so many times
That the ash won't wash away
So I guess, that black and scarlet
Are my colours for the day

I'm so damn frustrated and so very tired
I think I'll be leaving here soon
It's like scraching out a road
Through a granite hill with a spoon

Someday the memories will faint
Your face eventualy will fade
Your name will drown in my heart's blood
From gapping wounds you made