Bulky hole inside my head

       Stupid actions all day long;
       Sullen thoughts this sullen evening;
       Calm sad tears this calm sad night;
       Foggy head this foggy morning…





Bulky hole inside my head –
It makes me feel confused.
My dreams are in my bed –
That’s all that I consumed!
I often suffer all night long
Like you – till morning sunrise.
Impossible to find the man that I belong –
That’s all I realize.
Keep a distance – don’t want you closer!
Stay cold – don’t want you warmer!
And now you’re out of here –
You’re really disappeared!
I can’t believe it’s real!
Reality’s like that
Makes my mood too bad.
Forget all words I said,
All doubts that I had,
All tears that I cried,
All fears I couldn’t fight.
I often suffer all night long
Like you – till morning sunrise.
Impossible to find the man that I belong –
That’s all I realize.
Keep a distance – don’t want you closer!
Stay cold – don’t want you warmer!
Do you think your lies are witty?
You just eat my fried heart
And it tasted bitter, bitter.
For your dirty hands I am too smart.