At crack of dawn

~I~

U`re here today and gone tomorrow, at crack of dawn U`re by my side,
When slam the door I drown in sorrow but U can`t see the tears I hide.
I pine for U – it seems so clear, I know the things I didn`t say,
There`s just your photo near here, so if U need me save the day.
At crack of dawn I read your mind, your heart`s a petal of the sky,
It`s not so hard to try to find your only sweetheart nearby.
U turn me on, U do like ever, I can`t help cherishin` my love,
The sun will shine, warm forever and God will guard us from above.
The wind will blow – strong and wild, the snow will fall and melt again,
But I`ll be there to give my smile and prove to U: U`re only man.
I gave free rein to temptation, I`d better yield to it this time,
See, I`m a goddess of creation, I`m gonna make U only mine.
Kiss away my bitter tears, all I need is U with me,
I`ve been waitin` for these years, heart`s on fire, set me free.
I feel the clouds promise rain, my strength is ebbin` when U`re far,
I hardly live with constant pain, at evenings search for falling star.
I`m gonna change myself forever as if I`ve found something new,
We`re gonna get on well together `cause there`s no me without U.
With clenched fists I try in vain forget your lips and hazel eyes,
I wander lonely in the rain but lovin` U is paradise.
U hold my hand and see confusion, I flush when drown in your arms,
To think U love me is delusion but can`t resist your ardent charm.
The dawn of love is just like warning that God is sendin` from on high,
I hide my sorrow in the morning then cannot fall asleep at night...
A smile lit up your handsome face, I feel U`re glad I`m back again,
There`s nothing left but only trace that gives me all your love, my friend.
I feel like cryin` when I`m lonely, I have no option – it`s my fate,
I kiss your photo, whisper slowly: `What do U need? Let`s get it straight.`

~II~

U always make the party go, I`m blurtin` out: `I`m in love!`
And walkin` slowly to and fro I try in vain get enough.
My heart went blazin` like a fire, with pallid lips I whisper words,
I can`t help cherishin` desire, when look away it really hurts.
The liking ripened into feeling, we know the sequel of the dream.
U smoke lonely, keep on singin`, U`re sure your love is not a whim.
My glamour boy, U need to hear I say when drown in your eyes,
A raindrop from sky`s like tear and what I feel is paradise.
`Cause only U I bear in mind, it`s only U who makes me strong,
Your smile in others try to find and wait for something dreamin` on.
Between two fires like forever I`m walkin` leasurely to U,
With tears runnin` down like ever I can have all and nothing do.
I caught the train in the morning, I saw your worried roving eyes,
They asked to stay – it was like warning, but I was stubborn, cold as ice...
That ragged cloud`s like my sorrow, it doesn`t let me live in peace,
I do my best, gulp love at swallow and wait for ardent sweetest kiss.
I have a crush on U like ever, I still adore your diamond eyes,
I can`t conceal I`m like in heaven `cause I`m in love and hypnotised.

~III~

My feelin`s stood the test of time and doubts gone without trace,
When I`m in love I feel so high and drown in glamour of the lace.
U tell me off when I`m playin` and put temptation in my way,
When I`m alone I keep on prayin` to be alive for night and day.
Torrential rain of my sorrow and bitter tears of my pride,
It all will slip away tomorrow to leave the Earth and gulp the night...
At crack of dawn it seems so clear, the sparks of love are so true,
When U`re with me I know U hear: `There`s just no me without U!`


       March, July 2002,
       March, 30th 2003