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       PARADISE

I'm feeling pain
In my heart,
I'm feeling how
I will die.
I want to fly
On the sky,
I want to see
The PARADISE.
I want to live
And believe,
That all my dreams
Will come true
I want to fly
To the sky
I want to see
The PARADISE
I want to follow
So the rule
Which help to send
On sky my soul
I want to do
The all for sky
I want to see
The PARADISE.
What a fuck!!!
The pain have gone
I believe,
To DEATH belong,
I can kill
My body now
I want to see
The PARADISE

In the dark
I'm seeing the light
It's pulling me
It is so bright
It's enigmatic
Blinding eyes -
I'm flying to the PARADISE...

       IN MY HEAD

True, come to me please, true
I believe in you
You can help me, true.
True, only you are white
Only you are bright
Not look like a night
Lie, I want kill you lie
I hate you my lie
I want you was Die
Lie, only you are grey
Is not right your way
Not look like a day

True lies in my head
My mind is not dead
My true fights with lie
I don't know: what my way?...

       SKILL OF TEARS

Fuck your self
You kick my ass
You beat me down
Under the ground
I hating you
My heart is killed
And every day
My bleed I feel!
Your name is life
I get your knife
I get your pain
You fuck my brain
You don't me love
I'm nothing slave
My reason suffer
Want to grave!
My body feels
That I am ill
My spirit says
To close my way
My time is gone
For what I born
I will be find
My suicide!
I cry for you
I die for you
To realize my dream,
But this all me seem
You give to me
Your kick for me
Your paradise is lie –
It's real suicide!

       DEAD BY LIVING

I am alive I am exist
Soul was arrived
To the priest
Soul on the sky
But I am living
Are you hate
My believing?
I know, I bad
I am nothing
My blood is red
Body is something
I hate my soul
She want kill me
She is very foul
By the living

My soul is not agree
With a life
My soul hate a fly
To the abyss
I fall on the ground
Body is bleed
Grass in blood
For it don't I ready
My mind is not sleep
In the DEATH...

       FUCKED

I was fucking
I was fucking
I was so fucking by life
I’ll show to world
I’ll show to people
How to fight for the life
Kill the fear
Kill the crying
In your body and head
Take a fire gun
Take a fire gun
Kill’em all what is so bad
You believing
In the power
Say your mind:"don't fucking sleep"!
Are you ready?
Life already
Giving to you horror surprise…

       MACHINE CIVILIZATION

I’m bleeding when I very sad
When heart is shaken by the spears
I see the mind so bloody mad
My heart is being killed by the fears
I’m sleeping crying in the dream
Always I say that false myself
Increasing voice of crying scream
It fighting with my body else
I want to go away from here
I know this place look like a grave
I feeling on the face my tears
I think that I will not be save

I hate this place
I feel not face
The world is dead
It seems so red as blood.

# # #
Fucking away
Don’t you stay here
I am so grey
That I can slay real
Go fucking from me
Go under ground
Or I will beat you down
To the my Devil friend.

# # #
I can’t stand here
I’m feeling how I die now
Oh my heart dear
And I ever will be laugh
Never mind life
I already not exist
In head is knife
I’m not knowing, what’s the kiss…

# # #
Stay away from me
I so bad for you
My life is not free
I can say - fuck you!
Fuck you that you stronger
It’s all-same to me
Whose life will be longer?
My life in the grid

Bleed in grid.

# # #
Something, someone
Listen to my heart
Sorry, you cannot
Understand my mind
Crying, dying!
Abyss in my head
Timelessness killing me
It’s a life so mad

# # #
I want go to the abyss of dream
To the way, which so fucking extreme
Only night is my best medicine
When my spirit, my body so grim...

# # #
For what I born?
To live to love.
For what I burn?
To describe my mind? ...
And find it's a beautiful,
And think it’s a very fun…
I can't see way
To live to love,
And every day
I must something solve.
Believe it's a fucking lies,
And make feeling paradise…
I want sometimes
To down to grave,
I'm feeling fine,
When I'm not the slave,
And I want to fly away.
My soul flying to decay…