Soul Exsiccation

Hopeless fights against the one inside of me
Sleepless nights when thoughts are pouring down on me
Every step that I take ev'ry breath I hold with fear
Wondering how I found myself in these repelling desert lands

I clutch at a hope, but hope has fled away
Get me through the day
Lost within myself, within my lunacy
(and) dreams – getting out of hand

I just pray to survive (this) neverending night – get me out of sight
Pray to find back (the) strength, to the peace of mind – withering mind
(The) gray-eyed mourn smiles bleed, all around worms’ meat – welcome to the slaughter
Cry out for the light, get me out of here – from this doubly dead

Right before my eyes I saw the tunnel of the light – bleeding from the skies
Brighter than a burning eye, but it was a moon – moonstruck get inside
They thought it was a sign of God, “Blessed we are” – whispered everyone
They thought the angels coming down to rescue all of us – but it was the Fallen ones

My dream – my fiction
My scream – my self-affliction
More death, more calamities,
More despair – get hysterical

Not slightest indication
Of a change anywhere
Not slightest hesitation
In the desolate mindsphere

Get inside – look at me, my dear one
Step aside – or you’ll be ripped asunder
Terrorized – it’s getting lonely and lorn
Mesmerized – nothing pulls you under

Did you ever pray for the last hope to be?
Did you ever fall into the insomniac void?
Did you ever see in your darkest dreams
You’d die like some motherfucking lamb of God?


Katakana rows seemed to be a matrix,
I was on death row here below.
Could you ever recognize my image faceless?
Bring me hope, bring me faith, hate and love