Kamikadze-knight

Я не умею петь о любви,
Я не умею петь о цветах,
А если я пою, значит, я вру...
Я не верю сам, что всё это так.
(В. Цой)

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INTRO (The K.-K. hokku)

Again, not in time,
The kamikadze-knight crashed
In love at dark night.


P.1
MUTUAL LOVE

I fought with demons,
I sailed in storms,
I saw many people,
And countries,
And skies in above,
But one thing
That never entered my door
Was mutual love.


P.2
KAMIKADZE-KNIGHT

I've lived for many centuries,
At fireline I've stood
And understood
One thing,
One
Cruel,
Funny,
Simple
Thing,
Which girls could've never
Understood,
That
When I say,
That
I could die for her,
It doesn't mean,
That
I'm in love with her,
And if I make her feel,
Like queen,
It doesn't mean
That
I'm keen
On her,
But when I did so
And I said so,
And besides
I gave some little promise,
And said:
"She's beautiful,
Like stars",
There were no lies,
All that was honest.


P.3
YOU'D BETTER NOT

Внутри каждой ящерицы живёт дракон.
(КоманДанте Игуана)

Believing me
And
Leaving me
Living alone
At the same time,
Face2face with time,
Three times
With a stupid rhyme,
You make
Me
Feel
Free,
Like a
Leaf,
Falling down,
'Cause all lies are gone,
And I feel
Relief,
Again
I'm alive,
And I've
Freed
My
Mind
To
Feed
My
Pride
With the impression
That I may live,
'Cause I'm worth living
If I'm worth believing,
But better not loving -
Just passion,
So beautiful,
On the edge,
Sharp, like a blade of a knife,
So fiery and even,
Without even
A tear,
That tears,
Without a soulstealing,
Without a slightest scent of grief,
Lame,
Like a
Lime,
'Cause I'm
From the otherside.
You'd better not
Ever
Look
Inside...
Just know:
I was
Happy,
That
You were
Happy.


OUTRO (Note)

These "poems" are just sort
Of messy thoughts aloud,
So they are not all worth
Of thinking much about.

If you don't like them -
I don't like them too,
But a friend of mine asked me to do
It,
To put'em here,
And so, if something, I'll push black "Delete"
Without pity or fear.