Unnoticed Sunbeams

эксперимент в стиле Christian Rock

My Jesus doesn't need me for a sunbeam
My Jekyll doesn't want to run and hide*
Ya, it's easy how we're trying to ignore Him,
The God we all pretend may live inside

My Bonnie** she'd been laying on my shoulder
Well, now she's laying in an ocean's deep
The weather is becoming wet and coldly
As I pretend I never ever weep

I pretend to be stronger
and forget little Polly
I see lights over yonder,
neither saint nor unholy

(backing vocals: not unholy… not unholy…)
Believing Him but wishing to be dead
Believing Him but trying to pretend
someone I never been, we crucify them in the end
(backing vocals: we crucified Him and His Saints)
Believing Him failing to forget
How we, the family, passed unnoticed sunbeams

My caravan is gone, so I may follow
I don't see any joy in playing gigs
The only thing I feel's eternal sorrow
for all I had were loses, bites and kicks

You Virgin Mary tell your Son to bless me
'cause I am almost knocking at His door
Oh, by the way, where is my father Leslie
and all those ones, you know, I don't adore?

No regrets, sighs and tear-drops
I'm your passenger, Charon
I'm not leaving a widow
Bonnie's there with no peril

(backing vocals: with no peril… with no peril…)
and our daughter Polly laughs, we thank you, God
that you forgive Your people day by day
When we throw you some mud not knowing you're not miles away
(backing vocals: miles away… miles away…)
Insane or slightly mad of mind astray
don't notice You in in oxygen and sunbeams

You are in water-drops and ocean sunsets
You are in every leaf on every tree
You are — at least I hope so — in some concerts
that we play
You are the inner light to make us free

We really thank you God! At least we three.
We were not Saints but we believed in Thee.

On 12-28th of January, 2008