Exhausted heart

A crazy jealous idolisation of the heart
Usually sheer wit is not calm
Furious endless flow of blood
Don't feel nothing but spam

For ages could breath and think
But for this moment don't catch support
Don't see any blick
It's like a very quick shot

Don't understand such things
like day and night and not to mix
Don't raise the hard wings
And can't even them fix

It try not to dip wishes
In vain try to give them come true
Say only with cliches
Feeling like you have come through

You couldn't believe your eyes
you lost feeling of time
Having been before so wise
Behave yourself like a hind

A vamp is hunting for a victim
A martyr is looking for a refuge
Aware yorself is not guilty
Feeling like sitting in a luge

The time is somewhat hazy
The head is blocked with thoughts and dreamings
All the life reminds the fancy
Fastened by own believing

The only path to the dear heart
Full of thorns,prickles and needles
Tender attentive approach to the smart
So weak,exhausted and feeble