Once you told me

Once you told me: "I wanted her know"
You just wanted, as well as I do.
Do you know the right way - how to show?
I do not. I'm just talking to you.

"Doesn't matter" - you said to me then,
Hoping I'll forget or erase.
Not at all, I was going to plan
How to write, to express, in what place..

You have found new ways to survive.
You are trying to smile as well.
Made me quiet retelling my life
When I ran into road from the hell.

Maybe I'll feel same as you did.
Regret, and that memory's pain.
I've been thinking, ofcourse, about it.
Understood, that it's better than chains.

Now as letter is ready - I'm free.
Not at all, but the way it should be.
As I can, as I do, as I feel,
Not the pain, but love I reveal.

2006 декабрь 30


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