truth

When I woke up, I was alone.
Everyone else is gone.
I dunno why, I dunno how -
But what, what shall I do now?

As soon as he throw me away,
I've looked forward to a special day.
I thought I made the world much better -
but dead person couldn't write letters...

I can do everything to see him again -
And it's so painful game...
Trying to let him know just how much he means to me
he made my world be unreal...

My mother doesn't like to joke,
But her last word brought me in shock
'Cause she said with dismal fun:
"D'ya know, it's easier just to run,

Besides, it's what we all deserve".
I'm scared а being agree with her.
An it was mine surprise:
Anyway, I'm glad he's still alive.

My love eternally goes rude,
And so today I'll play the flute
'cause my fingers are like stones
Which are crushing off my bones.

F*ck, I don't want and I don't need,
I have no strength to endear [in'die].
What shall I do with my own soul?
I'll dead soon - maybe today, maybe tomorrow...

I must stand up - but I'm wrong.
O dear.
My love.
My life.
My son.
Please, stay here, please don't go.
Tell me that I am right.
My love.
tell me that I'm not going to die.
I'm looking forward beauty day -
just tell me I'll be o'kay.

I won't hurt you or make pain -
Just kissing all a day...
I dont' feel speed.
I'll never forgive myself
for what I did.