Is really this life worth living?

 
 « This world is a cruel place
 And we're here only to lose.
...
 This life ain't worth living»
 HIM, «Join me»

In a race for happiness and such false pleasures
So trusting stars;in fate believing,
Producing cruelty, but seeking «honest» treasures,
Is really this life worth living?
 
Death`s calling me in quiet loneliness.
No one can save me from a duty
To be in heaven. Hell? Forgotten clearness
Will cover my new earth of beauty.if

This muddle`ll turn into simplicity
And darkness no more I`ll need.
Without principles i`ll get the possibility
To stay at own side, opinion, creed.

The stupid cage I`ll break, freedom making.
A tear`ll stop its way, in purple dipped.
One`s heart won`t artificially be aching
And social pretences will be stripped.
 
Release from depth or surface, from idolatry.
Look! The lying world`s destroyment giving.
Thrust out senses, tortures, banal poetry…
Is really this life worth living?

February 2007