Pianist

The snow fell behind the window
And blocked all paths of your new play.
I know I was only a victim
Of your desire and skilful lies...
So you played me like a piano,
You knew what key is to break me,
And made me do all you wanted
For your good life, for wicked game.
For now, until I've been waiting,
December gives a perfect chance:
For being free from all your wishes
I sacrifice my everything.
Just now I reflect your feelings,
You were a leader, I was your doll.
But I couldn't feel the danger,
There's nothing right, there's nothing true.
You played my life in your piano,
You played my dreams I kept inside.
You knew right behind my disguise
My tenderness and passion hides.
I'm lost in the winter cold time
Without your play, without your game.
You've gone far away from these days,
You haven't said your last goodbye.
You've left me alone in winter
Walking alone under the snow.
I wish you were here forever
But you've become a lifeless star.
You shine at night and still lead me
The right bare path forevermore.
At night you lighten my sorrows
But the sun hides you from my view.
Time's passed but I still remember...
I can't escape from memories.
You're all in my dreams are shaking
When I see snow, these winter tears.
I'll be always like your music,
I'll play my life in style you liked,
I'll learn how to play your suffering,
I'll find the truth... I'll find the keys...
Ich liebe dich.
16.03.2007.