Loneliness

I'm lonely, so lonely now
and it's all my fault.
my good friends are gone
'cause of much insult I've done.
didn't want them to help,
thought I'm strong enought.
but I was wrong, complitely wrong
and I lost more, than I won.

I have no one to help me,
no one to save from the nothing in me.
I don't care if you see what I'm trying to tell
but believe that's my feelings and I'm like in hell...


maybe someone liked me,
loved me, wanted to be with me,
but no one could take in me like I am,
I have no choise and I'm alone again.
I'm sorre, so sorry of it,
but all my regrets can't correct so much.
I had to say all this,
If you understand, try to listen to me, please!
 


is love not for me?
will I be alone, all along?
my real life wasn't mine,
and real me wasn't me.
maybe I'll find myself,
but not now and not there.
I should forgive myself, could I forgive?
the only thing that I can do is to believe....