Between my birth and present day...

Between my birth and present day,
Experienced every urge
I wished of sweet conceive.
I Learn my guilt,
So I can grow and built.
Abysmal soul helped me with control.
World of the chaos here
Waiting for another liar.
I don’t have an excuse
And I don’t need one.
Congregation of the shame
Abuses me with the charm.
I’ll open my eyes, so you can spit.
I’ll kneel, so you can whip.
Resistance and refusal of my own confusion,
Keeping me fresh within my dead flash.
Spiritless slashes my skin,
Rejection of my dream leaving me with no choice.
Strange and abstruse world
Exploiting me with joy.
I’ll turn back, so you can climb.
I’ll strip, so you can slip inside.
My empty voice,
My rhapsody to drunk stars;
Burn through out my gorge.
Identifying total score of the fatal error.
Maybe I’ll abstain from the want.
And inject you with inner feeling.
My insensitivness and insidiousness
Waiting to be reveal.
I let your fears eat your purge,
My insignificance look upon me down.
I’ll push myself into Devil blender.
I’ll do it ‘cause I need cure to keep heal...




December 12, 1996
wrt: Andrey Prudnikov