Reflections Of Imaginery Suicide

 It's just a day
 Between winter and spring,
 So cold and brave
 Slowly goes down
 Fades like a flower
 In this empty space.
 Flame in the dark-candle and blame.
 So Who You Are?
 And Who I Am?
 Strangers in this Universe,
 Victims of blind and shimmering sun,
 Children of summer-
 So Who We Are?
 Black crystal sky-clouds move so fast
 Where do we go?-
 Into the dust,
 Into nowhere,without any doubts-
 What have we found?
 Fears and emptiness, silence and violence-
 That's all the same, that's all the same...
 New hours fade
 Another night comes
 I can't open eyes
 Through the pale misty twilight.
 My own conception of life-
 To break down sweet satisfied silence.
 Advanced and numb,
 I wasted my time
 In dead gardens of hopeless
 Making step to nowhere
 Find perfect care
 A lost paradise of my soul-
 Can I have my own little heaven?
 No answer, no more anywhere.
 So here I am,
 New like a day,
 But new day always fades
 In this cold sacred space
 Without regret
 But with faith, with my faith.

 2004-2006.