Not yours

I hate myself for doing this,
I hate myself for love.
I think you're not the little prince,
That I've been waiting for...

Now all I need to do is know
How much you lied to me.
My heart is breaking, but so what?!
You'll never even see!

You hardly cared, you never loved,
All words are just the lies,
And NOW I get it, but before
I gave you chances...twice!

You just ignored - you lied again,
Well, baby, that's your loss!
And now you can go out with Sam
Or other living toys!

I don't know what I loved you for,
Forgave you all your flaws...
But all you meant: it was my fault,
Although you were brainwashed.

You said, that I manipulate,
Insulted me, then dumped!
I guess that wasn't your mistake,
I guess that I'm just dumb!

Too dumb to give another chance,
And too dumb to believe,
To love, to trust, be yours again,
And finally, forgive...

If I were you, I'd be ashamed,
'Cause humans aren't toys.
I love you, babe, but I'm not yours
Tell lies to someone else!

I'm mad, I'm broken - I'll survive,
Because I think I'm able!
I love you babe, but I'm not yours,
Sorry, I'm not an angel!

I'm weak for who I love - you knew,
You caused the deepest wounds...
But I want you still to know the truth:
I love you - I'm not yours!