How to find strength to go on?

I sleep, I do not live at all,
My life is just a big dream without an end
Since I've left America.
I was withdrawn from the country
Because I was too hard working and
Not asking about any favor...
Because I did not seem to be smart
And having good knowledge of aerodynamics.
Because I was being myself...
I was withdrawn from the country
Of hard working people...
I was made going back home
To my former life that does not exist anymore.
I don't have a job, I don't even have a strength to find one.
I am just waiting for the right moment
To make only one final decision...
The scariest one and the hardest
The only one that is right for a person
Who is worthless in this world.


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How very sad this poem!! I can't imagine that we, here in the US would make anyone leave our country. We are a country of many nations, of all races, faiths and cultures, and religions. My greatest hope is that you will find your rightful place in this world and it will be a place of your choosing. A place you will love and grow in. Who can say to the raging water where it can flow. No force is greater than the force of nature. I would encourage you to follow your dreams wherever they lead you and become the force of nature that cannot be stopped. No one can determine your worth except you and God, and last time I checked he was not residing on earth. He must have thought you were worth something, and we never know what life holds for us. We must not lie down so easily at lifes trial but overcome them and grow stronger. Rise up and touch the stars, they belong to you!!

your friend
Sue

Мэтти Дубоис   02.01.2007 07:27     Заявить о нарушении
Thank you so much for this encouraging response! The poem was written a month after I’ve left the US, I was very sad by that time. But the pain is going away, and I am fine now, I see the new horizons to reach, new stars to touch and new light to be found.

Tanya

Мирра Л -Английский   02.01.2007 14:52   Заявить о нарушении