Not for me, not here, not now

I am enjoying rare sunny days
I am dreaming of your handsome face
Wedding of my friend comes as a surprise
I was trying to be glad but
I suddenly have realized
I sadly have realized

Not for me, not here, not now
That celebration will be
Not for me, not here, not now
Love will come not for me…
Not for me, not here, not now
We have kissed under an evergreen tree
He has cared too much of the crowd
He was born not for me
I am alone and looking around
I am trying to be happy and free
I am searching for love
It’s not found
‘Cause it does exist not for me

I have no job, no hope,
No friends in my hometown
Someone could say that I elope
I am dreaming of a wedding gown
I am paying my happiness’ fee
All I have is my memory

Not for me, not here, not now
That celebration will be
Not for me, not here, not know
Love will come not for me…
Not for me, not here, not now
We have kissed under an evergreen tree
He has cared too much of the crowd
He was born not for me
I am alone and looking around
I am trying to be happy and free
I am searching for love
It’s not found
‘Cause it does exist not for me