I need to pray

What am I doing?
Where am I going?
Where is life taking me today?

Who am I screwing?
Am I still growing?
Oh fuck, I’m lost, I need to pray.

For parents, friends, needless to say,
For enemies, I also pray.
But just today, just only once,
I’d like to take this offered chance,
To speak to Him about me,
To ask or beg to set me free,
From finding answers, I can’t see,
To find a way where I can be,
A little boat in open sea.

What am I doing?
Where am I going?
Where is life taking me today?

Who am I screwing?
Am I still growing?
Oh fuck, I’m lost, I need to pray.

I truly beg, my other Father,
To always guide me on my way,
To help my thoughts and make them gather,
To let me see - the coloured day.
I pray to you again, my leader,
My bro, my master and my friend.
I’m sure one day, you’ll make me meet her.
I know, you have it all pre-planned.

Please never leave me on my own,
Guide me away from all that’s wrong,
And push me if I stop along,
My path of life, I am not strong,
Enough to always laugh,
Let me just grab my stuff,
And run away to play,
My life, from day-to-day,
In just the way,
I wanna play.


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