I wish I could love you a little bit less

When Night takes its’ power over the world,
It gets so lonely inside of my home,
And inside of my heart it is always so cold,
And my chest is as heavy as stone.
I search for your hand on my shoulder at night,
“Sleep well!” – it seems that I hear,
In your hands from all worries I quietly hide,
But those are all dreams, not for real.
Sometimes disappointing it can be,
There is no one to hug in here,
But I wish you a very good night, you see
And I wish someone you love is near.
I wouldn’t be her, it’s truly a shame,
And my smile will not make you smile,
But your heart, you can’t order, there is no one to blame,
And everything has its’ time.
It is so empty in here and air is so still,
And time is so slow, its’ not fare,
If only reality was a dream,
Where you suddenly said:” I care.”
And sometimes it seems there is not enough space,
And I want to fly of, from my cage,
I do not quite fit in, I am not in my place,
They all play a role on a stage.

And the world around is full of stress,
And at times you can be so blunt,
And I wish I could love you a little bit less,
But I am afraid I can’t.

When the day takes it’s power from the night,
I am watching sunrise,
I wonder if you slept deep, well and tight,
And there is a smile in your eyes.
I hope that Your day is full of success
You will accomplish all what’s been planned,
Today, to the world once again I confess,
For me, you are more than a friend.
Before I quietly open my eyes,
I wish you a happy day,
Yes, there are plenty of other guys,
But I do not care “who are they?!”
I hope you share breakfast with dearest friend,
I certainly will with mine,
It is a petty you’ll be at the other end,
Of a street, of a life, of a time.
Brushing my hair, I practice my smile,
Leaving my home, I put a mask on my face,
I have not loudly laughed for a while,
And life seems to be a continuos race.

And the world around is full of stress,
And at times you can be so blunt,
And I wish I could love you a little bit less,
But I am afraid I can’t.