Last year s autumn pain

autumn leaves are falling down
I'm going neverending road
looks like I hear your voice in evening sounds,
remember first time I have heard...

remember how I tried to find your eyes
and felt alive when saw your glance again
and tried to catch your smell when you went pass
you know... you know, you smells like autumn rain.

only by sunbeams I could kiss your lips
Only by shadow followed each your step
and tried to find your footprints on the leaves,
but leaves you went on last year's wind had swept.

I even don't know what's your name - but nevermind
one name, one look, one word... nothing to change
in yellow sheets of autimn i will find
just only memoirs and some words on the lonely bench.

you see, time passed, but didn't heal old pain.
still going neverending road..
in brown leaves I meet your eyes again
but I will never, never wating for
to say: you know, you smells like autumn rain.


14, september 2006.