inferno with out you

There is a river between us
There are two polls of love:
South-when you used to love me,
North-is when you forgot me.

Forgive me for being too honest
Forgive me for speaking out the truth:
I feel now like I am the loneliest-
If I am wrong-prove!

When I stretch my hands to you-
Turning away-is what you do,
When I opened my heart-
You ignored my confession, making my life dark…

I know I shouldn’t take you
As serious as I do,
Because someday my feelings will break me
I will be lost, if I lose a sight of you…

When night comes…
When it comes each single day
I start dreaming of you, flying away
With thoughts and feelings and memories tied…I’m dreaming away…

I’ve lost a sense of reality
I live in an imagined world …

Writing poems-
devoting them to you-
Stupid of me-you won’t take them for truth!!!

I want to shout sometimes
I want to keep silence
I want to scream again
I want to say no word…
This chain never ends in this world.

Once, a fortune teller saw in her magic ball
That you didn’t love at all
I didn’t want to believe her- what she’d said
What she said wasn’t true and that’s not bad…

Sometimes
To be mad about you is so nice:
To see you in my dreams and smile the whole day after like a fool
Being crazy about you is so refreshing, so cool…

There’s so much mess in my words
My thoughts are all also like that
I’m not over you-and it’s not bad...