Oh, my queen

Oh, my darling dreadful queen
I shall be dead at darkest night.
And morning you will go so quiet
You’ll kiss my corpse; you’ll love your sin.

Tomorrow I will break the sky,
Last day I cut my wrinkled face.
I went four thousand loneliest ways
And stopped today… I want to die.

My soul is gone… My eyes were closed,
I’m only sore of largest world.
My hands were tied… I didn’t hold
I kissed the lips of burning cross.

I liked this end… The end of life,
And you liked too, my darling queen.
Please, show your eyes, throw off your skin
But under dress you hide the knife.

This sign was blessed and obscene,
You did the autopsy… so cold.
I was the angel of this world
I was the actor of this scene…

16.03.2005. Who is this queen? Is she a doctor, who has making the autopsies? I really don’t know and I think that you didn’t catch it. And I will not explain it for you! It will be my stupid secret which I don’t understand.