Hard wait

Dedicated to Victoria, the best girl I ever met.

I want to see you naked,
But I'm alone.
Your jealosy is faked,
Like human's clone.
I'm falling down like falcon
Which killed by bore.
I see the firing beacon
It means "No more"!

In the summer I see you so rarely
Just call me, baby, call me.
I miss you, baby, call me! Silence!!!
The phone keeps silence. I cry!
Regret is killing my mind.
My love's becoming so blind! Violence!!!

Remember how we sit here
And counted stars.
But now I feel just pain and
You're so far!
You're killing me with name of
Another man.
I want to see the rainbow
Instead of rain.

In the summer I see you so rarely.
Please pity, darling, don't kill.
I promise I will not feel... Angry!!!
Angry is my fault. I cry!
The spasms inside of my chest
Are proof of I am the best. Envy!!!

I want to feel your passion
Instead of pain.
I want to kiss your sexual
Aroma fane.
And now my heart is stopping
Cause you aren't here.
It seems I hear a dropping
But it's a fear.

On the Thursday I will meet you, Viki
When everybody will sleep,
When my pain and fear will slip. Away!!!
Away from my brain. I cry!
But this are tears of gladness.
I'll kill my hate and madness. Away!!!
Let's runaway from others.
Let's runaway from bothers.
We'll be together always.
I promise you'll have all these.

And I hope I will be alive.