the joy of my past

verse1:
it's just another sleepless night and here i go again
i'm wondering what you might be doing now
i thought that time would heal the pain
but thoughts of you still hurt somehow
our story is so old and better best forgotten
but that's the only thing that i can't do
i never wanted to let you go
and i'm still holding on to you

chorus:
'cause you are my only one love
my only one dream
my only one hope
my everything
my heart and my soul
my first and my last
return and be my future
the joy of my past

verse2:
so many times i told myself that i was over you
and yet i knew that it was just a lie
i never stopped loving you for a single moment
this is the truth i can't deny
my life is going on without you
and there are times when i don't think of you
but then i feel it all comes back to me
and i just wanna run to you

chorus

bridge:
you know there's
nobody else
in my life, believe it or not
i'm loving you still
and i always will
no matter what

chorus