What s mean today?

What's mean today?
It is only a day before tomorrow.
Only one day in my foolish life
And this day nothing means now.
The day will go away
And I wouldn't be able to do something,
But it is very funny story: that this small day
Can do my life very awful.
May be I'll be sorry about all,
And I'll be cry and I won't be able to live,
And all of this will be after this day,
But I don't wish to change something.
My friend! They can loose me,
I'll go away and nobody be able to find me
They know it, but they are doing nothing.
How can I stay if they don't want to know and to see...
Tell me why I must stay here,
To stay and to live on this land?
Tell me now, because it will be late tomorrow,
Today will go away, but I'll be stand,
To stand and to look at the faces of creators,
To see their smiles and to hear their laugh,
To think: why I'm standing and what's matter?
I feel that I saw all of this enough.