Tangled
I can not find the way to understand
That strange emotion, which tears my soul apart –
Dangerous need to see you once again.
And like a butterfly, tangled in spider’s web,
I try in vain to save myself from bale,
But all I’m doing – just approaching my death,
I’m slowly fading like a feeble candle’s flame…
My guiding star is vicious and so haughty,
So cruel and cynical it’s lurid loveliness;
Leads me astray, fills heart with emptiness;
Deceptive gloss I see – but flash is rotten.
Is it my curse or is it plague or fate?
It breaks my will; it takes away my faith;
It hurts too much, but pain just makes me feel;
This poison beauty beckons just to kill…
22-23/03/2006
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