Depth Of Pain

I just want you to listen
To my story of life
I thought I was clever
But I know I was fool
And I seemed to be honest
But the lies lived in me
And my heart was so scared
With the wounds of my life
 
I have been so evil
But I seemed to be good
And in my hands you lay
Not knowing depth of pain in my heart
 
I met you so strangely
But I already felt
That this all once yet was
And now only repeats
I was tied by the
By the promise of heart
And now I want only
To be free of your love
 
I have been so evil
But I seemed to be good
And in my hands you lay
Not knowing depth of pain in my heart
 
I just want you to listen
To my story of life
I must tell it to you
Because I want to die
I can’t live with all this
Pain and egocentrism
I have killed many loves
Cause don’t know what I want

I have been so evil
But I seemed to be good
And in my hands you lay
Not knowing depth of pain in my heart