Feeling of happiness

He has sent the money to her! She’s got it today. Is she going to make an invitation for him to Russia? Only God knows… Actually she has promised to get it done and that would be unfair not doing it after receiving money.
To be honest that was not the question… the question was that she really wanted to see him… She was surprised by his behavior… She wanted to go abroad for a good job, but she felt unable to go alone one more time. She has had enough of loneliness in the U. S.! She was scared thinking of repeating it someday.
That would be good to go with a partner. That would be the best. He seemed a nice person. Should she afraid of one more mistake? Of course, there is always a possibility that she is wrong about him, and he is not the one.
What to do in this case? She had two possible choices. She could close herself in the castle of her inner world, of her soul and don’t allow to get into there to anyone.
Or she could try to be happy… It was scary… It was risk and the chance! One more chance! She should take the chance!
If she is mistaken she can get over it, as she had done many times before. Making mistake is not that bad as not living at all. (Quote of the day )

9 февраля 2006 года