I m afraid to lose all you...

I want to tell you now
The truth that late but worthing
If only all your words
Live really in your soul
My heart is almost lost
It's fighting with the feeling
I want to be all yours
But than you'd have to hear it:

I will never be the diamond
That renowned for perfection
I will never show the weakness
Just to make you feel more strong

And my world is not a castle
And my wish is not just kiss
You have made your own deception
To accept me just like this

And I feel myself that way
That my lips is still not moving
All will never be the same
If illusion will be ruined
In my thoughts and in my dreams
You have always been not mentioned
Only now the sense is clear
That I want to see you naked...

Cause I want to catch the meaning
As I act just like I'm me
Why you treat me, that it's killing
Like I'm the best whom just could be

I'm holding you for a minute
Than I walk all over you,
You can't understand why I need it
And you say: Don't go...I'm afraid to lose all you...