Female madness

I'm watching you with gun
Directed to my head.
I want to be your fun
But you are going mad.
I'm scared, I wanna run!
Decide - to shoot or let
Me see the rays of sun.
But I don't want be dead.

So beautiful and fierce,
Let me lick off your tears.
So furious and nice
That can not be despised.

I have the only hope
That you will hear my voice.
Spit out this awful dope,
Be sane and make your choice.
I pray you, baby, drop
The gun. Don't make a noise.
I'll take a step to stop
The murder of a poise.

So beautiful and fierce,
Let me lick off your tears.
So furious and nice
That can not be despised.

I wanna hide my fear from you,
I wanna hide my tears from you,
I need to do my best for you,
I wanna show my force to you.

I am your god right now.
I wanna hear your voice such loud
As you can scream for me, my friend.
I'll shed my blood on sand.

Love me or not.
Your skin is hot.
I won't be killed
But won't be healed.
I'm NIL!