Too Anxious

I have broken five plates - the sixth does not exist.
The mirror was too cruel, so I have used my fist...
I can run away, but I've got no place to hide:
My immortal demons are killing me inside.

I'm biting my lips, I am filled with pain and shame,
This time it's forever, and there's no one to blame...
But it all is better than being in a crowd! -
I'm screaming these words, and I hope my voice is loud.

CHORUS:
Hate, fear, lying,
My damnations -
Could I turn it fine?
Maybe I am
Much too anxious
But my life is mine...

And Death starts to call me - I know, I must refuse.
That's right, it can get me but will not get my Muse.
My Muse has come already, she has a thought and rhyme,
She asks me to give her three minutes of my time.

And when I am writing, I leave it all behind.
I'm thinking, I'm rhyming, and that's where is my mind...
I sure, it is better than being in a crowd! -
I'm screaming these words, and I hope my voice is loud.

CHORUS 2:
Hate, fear, lying,
My damnations -
Could it be my fate?
Maybe I am
Much too anxious
But I can create...

3, 4, 5,
I'm alive
say a rhyme for your name

sing my song
am I wrong?
it's the same, all the same

CHORUS 2.