My childhood

This song is dedicated to all people that have ruined my life

Intro
Hi! What’s up? My name is PJ
Don’t think that I am DJ
My name is Phoebe Julianne this song’s about me
You may’ve heard me and you will again; you’ll see
Come on

Verse#1
You may think that I want to be as Eminem
No, I don’t, but we’re alike, yeah, we don’t flam
You may think that I want to be as Madonna
No, I don’t, but we’re alike, yeah, I am prima donna
You may think that I’m from family at variance
No, I’m not, but this is denied by various
You may think that I want only fame
No, I don’t, I want to burn up my flame
I want to open your eyes to look at truth
You only want to find great love and have mirth
You may think that I am just white Eminem’s fan
Yes, I am, because he wants me as a fan
But I got to be selfish, cynical and fair man
To live in this cruel world that tangled in flam
I think I should lift iron curtain that nobody lifted ever
I’d better say I am PJ and I will live forever
Now you know my name but you don’t about my character
You’ll see it in my videos but don’t judge me sternly, I ain’t an actor
I’ll tell you what: I am a business lady, I am an iron lady, I am a shady lady
I know that it rhyme with white guy’s named Shady
But if he come to me and I’ll tell him:” "Sup Shady, my name's PJ’s lady"
I'm the lead singer in PJ baby
Boy’s all like "Oh my God it's she"
"Rocky oh my fucking god it's Phoe-be"
"I swear to fucking God girl you fucking fit"
"Please Phoebe please let me suck your clit"
Britney and Christina will always envy
And when I’m with some guy other will jealous me
Oh God, it’s heavy, how it can be so easily?
Ok, I’ve finished now where is my deserved fee?

Chorus
I am 4 in 1: God, Lucifer, Devil and Satan
I am on the scene, come on, give me the baton
I am not here to just stand by, curtains up, and push the button
I am PJ and all DJs must put the record on, show must go on

Verse#2
Fuck it, how do you think: who can please a man better than me?
It could be Cleopatra or Eva Peron, no, it is still me
Can’t you believe? I am a Cleopatra’s learner
Sit down comfortably and reach you incense burner
It will be long story about some moments in raped life of mine
Let’s start it to end this shit. Fine, when I was 9
I fell in love, when I was 17 it broke my heart
When I was 8 I sat at home all the time
Because I hadn’t friend,
I waited for some miracle, I waited for the end
When I was 12 I changed the school
I thought somebody’s pitied me and would friend with me
I was so wrong that I wanted to be killed by somebody
It was life that I didn’t want to live
No, I was happy sometimes in new school, you still don’t believe
But I don’t care, I’m carrying on
When I was 13 I fell in love again
Now I don’t even remember his name
I was in camp 2 times, oh God, I want to live there lifetime
It was unbelievably cool; there were a lot of good guys
I’ll remember that time and think of it when I’ll be 99
I’ll never find such a good place except hell where I’ll fry
When I was 13, 14, 15 fate uncorked me a surprise
It was a dummy girl that was my seeming friend
She wanted to kill myself, rape my mind at any price
And when I was 16 inferno of the war was ended
All day in school was like this:
“Mary, give me the mirror, where’s the fucking lipstick?”
Or “You won’t believe, Kate. I sucked his fucking dick!”
Or “Oh God, I met a precious guy in tram, he smiled to me”
“Oh God, you’re fucking stupid bitch, he smiled to me”
“Sit down, girls! (And boys!) And boys. Let’s work at exercise”
“Oh fuck, look at her bum, what a fucking size!!!”
I came home with sorrow every day
I never walked with classmates, I waited for last May
I kissed them all goodbye
I hope you all die
I hope you’re all dead
This thought is tearing my head
You’ve ruined my life, you’ve destroyed my mind
I’ll kill you, motherfuckers, I won’t be kind

Chorus

Verse#3
My jokes always set laughing myself
I have always been on the shelf
Who will ever want to live life like mine?
Only stupid boy who understands nothing at all
I’ve wanted to buy a revolver which calibre is nine
I wouldn’t shoot at anyone, I’d shoot, then I fall
I didn’t want to be fucking myself
I have always wanted to be someone else
Who wants to be loser and sucker?
I told myself I’m not. They thought I’m just fucker
Fuck them all. But look at truth: nobody loved me
Who ever did it, they only bothered me
You know, when new company spring
Everybody tries to do it big and good
But then in my head I can hear: “Bing”
Again, my company’ll always be computer and food
I’ve always thought she had a friend, it’s me
But I’ve always been to her as enemy
I’ll come home with sorrow every day
I’ll never walk with classmates; I’ll wait for last May
I’ll kiss them all goodbye
I’ll hope you all die
I’ll hope you’re all dead
This thought will tear up my head
You’ll ruin my life, you’ll destroy my mind
I’ll kill you, motherfuckers, I won’t be kind

Chorus