Yell at me again.
Scream a little more.
Tell me all that is messed up.
I don't care any more.
It's not my fault that I am this way,
Maybe it is but it'll always be the same.
I will always be sad even in the good times.
I will always cry and whine.
Maybe I am a little selfish.
You always say that I worry too much and that I am grouchy
I'm sorry if I get to you, but this disease eats at me,
I can't think ever, not with good thoughts,
I can't ever just be OK,
No, something messes up my day
Do you think I want this?
That I plan this out?
You don't know how bad I want to be normal but
I can't be.
I'm sorry...
What can I do?
Maybe you don't realize that I am begging for help-
Just listen to me for awhile.
Sorry That I am like This
© Copyright: Валерия Мессалина, 2005
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