Judge me

Why……why…..why did you ask me to say…why…
Why…why did I answered the same…why…why….never hold me again…
Why…why…why does the pain still remain…?

I ask for one more sleepless night …
I’m not a child…there’s a woman hides inside…
I’m not another one to stay alive…without feeling…
Just one more time I need to cry…screaming…

Why…why….why did they tell me how…
…how should I live…should I play…oh, why…
This is my movie…my simple game…..why…why…whyyyy???!

I just ask…you…to leave me here…
Among somebody’s thoughts…feel elevation near…
I wanna scream in fever…I wanna lead plain living….
I wanna savage screaming…and simply keep my feeling…

Can I have it? Oh..can I ask you..can I beg…God…
Can I get it…can I beg it…can I dare to ask…you dear God…
I can’t raise my eyes…I’m whispering the words of prayer…
Kneeling…I’m shouting in my heart the words of holy prayer…
 
Becoming deaf…..mmmmmm…..blaming myself…

Hey…..hey….hey…hey…hey…why?
Why….why…why…did you ask me to say…why…
Why…why did I answered the same…why…why….never hold me again…
Why…why…why does the pain still remain…

Hmm….still remains…burning rules of my game…
…..hmmm…heating my pungent pain…
…unbearable play…..hmmm…

Why…why….why did they tell me how…
…how should I live…should I play…oh, why…
This is my theatre…my simple play…..why…why…whyyyy???!

Who can stand such a pain….why….why…..and no answer….hhhee---eeeyy……




P.S. don’t judge it too strict…